Jobless (I'm Not Ready For This)

And so here I'm, getting close to my last day at YIPD. I have to leave this office, my last day is September 30th, 2010. I'm not ready for this; but what can I do, I'm no one, anyway I'm new here.

Yes it's a big problem. Why big? because my family is not a wealthy Family. Finance is always a matter to us plus my younger brother still jobless. If I came from rich family maybe is not a problem, I still can get money from my parents as I'm trying for new job.

Ohh why life is so hard, why do I always/mostly be with sadness/difficulties. Can I have happiness?? or maybe happiness is not listed in my life. All I want is simple; let me have a job, playing with friends, my cats, that's all, is simple isnt' it?


Well thank you Fahter for this, Though is something bad n hard and make me shock, I'm thank for it. And now I need your help to make me believe that you'll give me a new job and it's better then the last. Let me believe that.

You know Fahter tomorrow I'll have an interview and test at Sanken Corp. I need Your help, I need Your kindness. Please blessed me and give me the new job. Amen.